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I’m getting weirdly obsessive. Not over something big or dramatic, I can’t seem to get over the idea that I’ve done something wrong with new guy. I know it’s stupid. It feels stupid. Yet, there it is, ringing in my ears. Repeating over and over until I want to crack my skull open. Scarlett Macaws love hard, too. They form strong bonds with both humans and birds, and they mate for life. I know the sensible thing to do is just to ask him, check everything is okay with us. But,

He’s not said I love you, for a few days. He’s travelling. He’s busy. It’s not a him thing, I don’t think. Most of these things are a me thing, anyway. I mean, he might’ve said it on the phone, and I just forgot. But, I’ve texted it to him a few times, and he didn’t say it back. I don’t expect him to say it back every time, I sure as hell don’t say it back every time. Just, it feels weird. Is it a ‘ we’re finally out of the honeymoon phase,’ thing? A case of getting used to